DrucillaNight

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Dream Mist by DrucillaNight, literature

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Dream Mist

I went to bed with the usual thoughts in my head. Nothing exiciting or truly liberating. My head touched the pillow, My eyes blissfully closed for slumber.. Then the role began. I sat on the bed, my hands in my lap. Mournful as I looked in the mirror. Every sense awoken with the air around me. Then you were at the door. Your face, from memory yet not in full, My heart pounced as your eyes were full of sadness. You closed the door and took my face in your soft hand. I couldnt do it, I couldn't look in to your brown eyes and say it. The anger, the sadness, everything with in me.. I couldn't speak, my eyes filled with tears. Yo

No matter... by DrucillaNight, literature

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No matter...

I can give myself over, With all the entanglements of past inflictions. Feeling as this time it won't hurt anymore, That the pain will not exist. THis time was to be different, Something without any endangerment, But alas I was lied to, After all I offered you. I gave you my heart, I was always there for you, I believed in you every step of the way... And you up and leave like I was nothing to you. I was there since the beginning, Knew you the best, Yet you chose to be with someone skinny And a fake personality to protest. She was fake, and a liar, As innocent as a flower, You still went with her with ever lust and des

Love is being held... by DrucillaNight, literature

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Love is being held...

Love is... THe mystery that fills the world, The dank smell of waste being lifted. Your heart being swelled from too much, A power that is nothing we can control. Love is... Being used, Thrown and tangled In thorns of engrossing power that will shatter your soul. Love is.. Belief that you are not alone, SOmeone will find your heart And hold it as their own. Love is... The strength that binds your belief into will of always finding hope.. In the darkest places. Love is... All humanity has... Without it...one heart will beat at its lonely pace.. Never changing the rate or feeling anything, but just the slumbers of the lone

I Don't Care. by DrucillaNight, literature

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I Don't Care.

I don't care what you do, I do not care what you say, Your actions are just filled with greed, And there is nothing I am willing to do to help you... Not any more.. You took my light, You sucked it out, And just left it. I do not care for your troubles.... Not even for your pain. Greed is what consumes you. I will no longer stand beside you. I do not care what you do. This is the last time I bother with your selfish consumption of pain. After this, your being is all that is left in this memory of paper. I don't care anymore... Because you no longer exist anymore..

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Shattered Face.. by DrucillaNight, literature

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Shattered Face..

Somedays I wake up and hate what I see, Somedays I wake up and love what I see, I waked through life being bullied for my size, I have no perfect waist, I have no perfect face, I have no perfection of any body part what so ever. I sit and catch myself in a reflection, Seeing my face swallowed by skin, Having half of me stick out one end, The other on the other end. Somedays I think to myself, That I am the ogre that will never find love, That all I am is just a voice.. I will be passed along for a pretty face. Heartbreak and secrets, Only to be looked passed because of a skinnier body. Warm, and open personality, To be looke

Tangled Heart Strings by DrucillaNight, literature

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Tangled Heart Strings

What am I doing? Where am I going? Once again I feel like I dropped down, Down below and that it is hard for me to get back up. I will get up and I will succeed, I just wish I had you by my side You are perfect and amazing. I love you. Those words are from the raw emotion The mystery that fills my world, I can't see anything else but you. No one but you. The mystery of what love is, Is you, You are the challenge The fuzzy feeling, The reason why my head gets all tingly. I am at the ground, ready to get back up I know I will fight alone, All I want you too know is that I love you. Nothing will change it, All it will do

Colored Tastless by DrucillaNight, literature

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Colored Tastless

Colored tasteless, Nothing to bear, Shackled with not a moment of air Choked breathing, Raw skin burn black, Blood the color of death. No tears left, Armor pierced, All humanity lost in the wings of light and hope. Chains matted around the skin, Numb and cold against the cruel monster, Hard, Solid, Nothing. Colored tasteless, No blood to bear, Eternity once present Now left with despair. Love never harbored, Anguish as solitude, Darkness swelled beneath the wings. Darkness consumed all humanity, Nothing left but chains of despair, No love, No connection. No burden to bare.

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Cascaded Slumber by DrucillaNight, literature

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Cascaded Slumber

Waiting in my slumber I dream of your arms Encircling my waist, With a small whisper in my ear that everything will be okay. Slowly drifting, Feeling small sense of peace, Everything turns dark, And the wind is knocked out. Fear has returned. Running through the thicket of trees, The branches scratching my face, Tangling my hair Mangling my feet. I run fast with my heartbeat, The darkness crowded more Until I had no where left to run Stranded alone. Panting eagerly, Finding some bravery, I take my stance, Not going down without a fight. I am taking this fear on. Loneliness is not an option for me, Being used like a toy

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Dream Mist by DrucillaNight, literature

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I Don't Care.

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Fight

Take it back, Standing for what I know is mine, My friends I'm sorry, But in the end this is for you, And this is why I fight For pain and pleasure; it's all the same, Just another piece in the puzzle of this torturous game, For honor and glory and the way the blood burns, To feel the shift in the world as the tide turns, For the adrenaline and the fear, Just so I know I'm still alive. Here I'll stand, Alone in the end, As time endlessly wears on, Beaten but not broken, This is why I fight. For pain and pleasure; it's all the same, Just another piece in the puzzle of this torturous game, For honor and glory and the way the b

Over The Edge, Over Again by xxDearOblivionxx, literature

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Over The Edge, Over Again

And "we" no longer exists. Him and me...now we're just "were." There's no more apostrophe, No more telling the world "well...this is what we are." Install: Fourth Wall. This isn't surprising. It's only natural for him to move on I mean... I did. Didn't I? I shouldn't care. If we're being honest, I have no right to. But this summer... my head on your shoulder, elbow to elbow in red velvet cinema, arms around my neck pushing down, drowning, happy way to die... Before I saw this. Déjà vu.

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When I Wake Up

It isn't a question of morality. It's not that right and wrong mean anything, in the long run. It's inconsequential that you're the best thing that ever happened to me, the thing I wake up for, patron saint of my dreams, because you don't belong. Which one of these things is not like the other? Parlor games. Standardized testing. Optical Illusions. These are the things that they throw at us just to test how closely synchronized we are to reality. You're my Occam's Razor. You're my Escher stair. You're my cardboard universe. Which one of these things is real? Education is question after question. Learning is answer after answe

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Current Residence: Kentucky
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Large
Print preference: 11x14"
Favourite genre of music: Hard Rock, Metal, Indie
Favourite style of art: Sketching, Painting
MP3 player of choice: Ipod Touch
Favourite cartoon character: Bug Bunny
Personal Quote: " Tis always this"

Favourite Visual Artist

Edgar Degas

Favourite Movies

Pirates of the Caribbean

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Godsmack, Disturbed, The Killers etc.

Favourite Writers

Shakespeare

Favourite Games

Pokemon, Super Mario, Final Fantasy, and all the Kingdom Hearts games.

Favourite Gaming Platform

Nintendo DS

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Comedy, Looks, Talents

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Anything that truly inspires me, Music, people, life, expierience.

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DrucillaNight

Sep 26, 2014

Invisible Emotion

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I am screaming, So loud and so violent But no one looks up. I am under the waves of the crashing ocean, Drowning ever so quickly, But no one saves me. They see me standing Smiling, and looking human. Something that is real. Because why would they ever understand? It hurts to breathe, It hurts to think... Any more and I will fall off the brink I love so much, And receive so little. I believe in so much.. Yet all is hopeless. Please Please Please.. Let this pain go away. The loneliness to just go away. I am SCREAMING I am DROWNING No one looks up, For they can not see what I feel.

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DrucillaNight

Nov 10, 2010

Don't Change..

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I was told not to change too much or I won't be me anymore. There is someone out there that likes me for me and that I am me and that is all that is needed. I believe I have hope for the human species. Still wish my feelings could be put in a box sometimes and kept for later. But I will deal. I start to begin to like myself, and that someone cares. It feels nice for once to know that someone speaks aloud for how much they care. :)

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DrucillaNight

Sep 28, 2010

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Just because I am still breathing, still bothering to get up and do what needs to get done, does not mean that I am okay. My heart is broken. I know its broken because I can;t look in the mirror without seeing a crack in my complexion, the little indent that will slowly begin to make a big crack along my whole being. Just because I smile and laugh does not mean I am okay. The one person that gave me everything to look forward too, the one person that believed in me. The one person I have been with in the beginning. Left me. For someone prettier and skinnier than me. I was nothing apparently. Just because I pick up my book and read it, Or p